Being in DC has been great, it feels like a warm bath: comfortable. Seeing friends has been wonderful and the familiarity is refreshing. Soothing even. Yet the inevitable has begun – forgetting street names, getting lost, noticing all the new bars, stores and restaurants that have popped up since I left. It’s happened everywhere I’ve lived, but after almost 10 years of my adult life here and having left less than a year ago I am a little bit surprised. I believe the brain can only retain so much information. I barely remember any street names in the town where I grew up, though I could get to my parents house with my eyes closed.
I am having a hard time coming to terms that I’ve left at all. This is where I have some of the deepest connections, yet I’ve chosen to leave. And I don’t see myself coming back here. So it feels like a home I’ll never return to. Leaving California to come here was difficult, but this feels different. I was in my early 20’s and hadn’t Continue reading