For the past month, I feel like left this realm and entered another. And now I’m back. It’s amazing how your entire life can change within a matter of seconds. A senseless misfortune and here we are. And this happens every day. Eventually we all will die and someone very close to us will die at some point.
It frightens me because I don’t know where she is. In yoga class this morning I was pondering if she could see me; feel me. But I don’t know. What I do know is she is gone. I get a sense of peace about it though. It’s not a feeling of distance, but maybe time. I’m not sure what that means. Does that mean I think I’ll see her again? I really can’t say I know.